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I don't know what wrong with me this few days?! I lost all of sence, passion, enthusiasm somemore, energetic all missing. Never felt this before. Is's the hormones cause trouble?
Years passed,
Unchanged! All same, same as what I know! Inner getting colder, harder. I was told will be much more difference when I moved. Seem no.
Am I too persever? Continue believing. One day, it happen!! I have those feeling because I'm lonely?
Life full of dreams is nice. It make us fall asleep and having a sweet dreams. Once you awake, and found you still living in Earth.
Mother told when I was young. And I choose to trust her. There are thounsand types of human being around us.
When I experience this I found it's not easily to pass through. I know her feeling!
Frus when it always come against you!!Tired to handle!!
Is the surrounding problems?Kindness is harder to find around me!
I'm not willing to stand one line when them. I'm still believe myself, hope maybe left decimal places.
One day, I meet and will be my bosom friend.