stop complaining...but are you happy?

I am still blur with this world althought i am 18.
World is a nice place for human beings?
a place for them to show off, fight, selfish?
Are world is that? or is the people who live in?
or i am very naive just because i stil live in 'illusion' world?

was told there is another new world
people who live in with a kind and sincere heart
live peaceful, no war, love each others
but i am wrong

real world is that?full of challenge?
a cold-blooded world?
i just want to escape from all this
stop fighting and war,
i just want to tell them
make a world a better place for all the human race.

please help me God! please bring me to Garden of Eden!