decision II

I still

confusing

continue asking myself

They

misunderstood my dreamz

I lost my sight & way

I wish

I could twist the time back

Told them want I really needed

Sometimes When We Touch >>>by Olivia Ong

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Women Vs Men

Does the two person need each other?

Izit they could no live without each?

BUT,

How they will

meet each others,

falling,

walk along the life?

That called destiny !

If we can meet, we will,

we cann't,

That also destiny!

We cann't force it.

Appreaciate

As a human beingz, we learn a lot of moral values

But

Do we learn appreaciate?

Appreaciate

What we have right now

Our cloths, books, foods

The chance God give us to live

So
Be thankful for all this

What we have right now

Is not last forever

What we earn today is much more than others

If you still don't know how to be appreaciate

One day you will be regret

Life Vs Obstacle

Life is not that worst we think
Although sometimes we felt frustration
Okay,
Lets do some feedback
- get a free tuition
- someone there are no relationship are giving me money when I get an offer for further study
- somewhere they are still concern about me
- somehow accidentally get miss out by them
Life is full of obstacle
Without this we cann't be strong and successful
Take the chance turn the obstacle as an oppurtunity
Life,
It is that simple !!!

decision

Since we had make our decision

The decison is we cann't change it

All we need to do is

Lose the past

Look Forward

Remember we are in the right track

if i were..

if i were a baby,
i will crying for a whole day jus to show that i am a baby,

if i were a boy,
i will try to do something unbelieveable.

if i were a illusion girl,
first i will get closer to the one i love,
bully back the one who bully me,
ponteng class,
eat as much as i can without they use their special eye looking at me,
try to study at Uniten without people knowing.

but this is only a IF,
without this word alot of thing can become a real.

life is still going on.
we need to suit ourself to live in this world,

we love to imagine, just as we love to complain.

be happy always, look at the bright side, positive thinking,
and the most make our life meaningful,

future is in our hand..

uncle chua ----Giant

Finally we meet each others.. We plan this before we come back to K.T. memang tak sabar-sabar to jumpa.. For burst out everything>>
First, sorry to Jia Li, X.Jing n Chiou Yen for my lately went to Uncle Chua. actually is 2.30pm but i reached there 3.15pm. Raya kan sesak la..haha
But we stil less someone -- Janice Tay. Finally she join us at Giant. Our purpose went to Giant jus to meet SWISSROLL, he work as a part time job at there.
But sad, he cuti for today, maybe he is knowing we are going there or maybe he want 'escape' from us..Wakaka..

Me and Jia Li

Me and Chiou Yen
(both are super gila badminton)

Me and Xing Jing (the maple queen)

Janice Tay and Me

(TTS' ex student)

the big group. janice is helping us 'cha kei' but photo stil blur

waiting for our next outdating..November..

Xwei Fun you should join us that time..

p/s we really do free iklan for citibank